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Blog Star: Hi I’m Vicki



Who am I?
  • Vicki
  • City girl (I call NYC home)
  • Chevron-obsessed
  • Co-host of The Nail Files linkup every Friday :)
  • Lover of all things PINK
  • I was diagnosed with POF and cannot get pregnant/conceive naturally
  • Iced-Coffee addict
  • Twenty-nine (ackkkk almost 30, let’s not mention it!)
  • FitFluential Ambassador
  • Lives with ?M my boyfriend of six and a half  years
  • I watch wayyyy too much television
  • I was a part of Blogs Against Bullying
  • I love twitter
  • I am partially deaf and wear a hearing-aid in my left ear.
  • I have had a long & ongoing struggle with my weight and getting healthy
  • I could eat sushi everyday


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“My biological clock is ticking!”

… (and if you know what movie THAT is from you are even more amazing then I thought!)

Every now and then (like, right now) I start to go in PANIC mode … convincing myself that all of my dreams of feeling my baby kick inside me and being a mommy and starting a family will never come to light …

Lately more then ever I’ve been hit with baby fever … I read a book where a character has a baby and my ovaries hurt.   I watch a television show where someone announce they are pregnant and my ovaries hurt … Someone in my office gets pregnant and my ovaries hurt … basically you say the word NEWBORN, BABY, PREGNANT … and my ovaries hurt …. 
I know I am not even thirty years old yet.  I know that in the grand scheme of things I am not old … but I feel like my time is running out.  I feel like if I do not get engaged/married/pregnant like now the opportunity to do it all is going to pass me by.
I know the rational behind that is in one side crazy (again, I’m still in my twenties … be it my late twenties … but still my twenties nontheless) … I have all the time in the world to start a family …
But on the flip side of that my POF diagnosis will make it that much harder to have a baby … and until we try to know for sure, might make it not just hard but impossible.
All I’ve ever wanted to do was be a mother.  But … really … what if it never happens?

::sigh::

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